dont you ever wish that you were just born in another family
or that you had no family at all and that you were adopted
or that you lived ina children's home like tracy beaker?
i knw its sad, but you cant believe how many times i wish, or even prayed for that to happen or even be true.
i'm not going to vomit my personal life affairs online as it would be disrespectful to my family.. i knw. but sometimes you just need someone to talk to, some to understand, not even, just to listen to you. sometimes its hard to just carry on doing what you we doing without stopping and thinking.
ive been in a middle of an abusive relationship fo 19 years on my life. i say in the middle because i'm just a sort of spectator,devider, i'm always present but my actiona count to nothing, in both parts. yes my parents are african, its common, i'm not acting the victim here, but even though its common for africans to argue a ;lot, its not common for a couple now ogether for 20 years to fight near and sometimes to physical contact every single day, holidays included, especially on days such as christmas days, easter, family outings and when visitors are around. its not common for a woman to disrespect her husband, talk , talk, talk even when her husband has threatened her multiple times . its not normal for a man to break all glass furniture including mirrors, phorframes, mugs, cups and tables ( yes, tables, plural).
i dont know how much more of it i can take.
its ok when i'm in nottingham, i miss having my amily around.
now i'm here i just want to disappear.
i cant wait to go back to nottingham and not come back until its necessary.
i just pity my sister and my brothers who still have many years of this ahead of them... at least they had each other ... i had no one.
sometimes i feel sorry for myself.
Sunday, December 20
Tuesday, December 15
using the charger too keep my heart from freezing
procastinating as usual...lol, i need to start doing work and i assure you i will... just as soon as i finish this post :P
i have decided i wont be going on an april field trip to either cube nor japan as they r very expensive and i dont have the money readily available with me, instead i decided to focus totally on my universitas 21 application to National University of Singapore.. i hope i get in, i really wanna go there now, even if its really daunting... 6 months in a differnt country and continent, plus apparently its really hard down there, but still i just really wanna experience it!
so for this summer i have 3 option ( for now) 1 is it get a work placemnet with a architect here in london ...2 to save money and go to Nigeria and stay there for a bit ... 3 to go to italy , strangely the latest which would have been my favourite option just a few months ago is now my least favourite, i dont think italy has much more to offer than it already has done, i'm not sure what i would do if i go there... i mean yh its fun but its not meaningful.
somethign else i'd like to do this summer would be go to volunteer in africa or go camping all summer maybe in the uk but like all the way through the summer. i just wish anyone would like to do that with me, its cheap, its fun, its safe, i mean like a month circulating the national parks like 1 week in peak district, 1 in lake district, 1 in yorkshire dales, 1 in black mountains,1 in i dunno i would just love it!!!!!!!
i fell like i need some excitement in my life really !!!
i have decided i wont be going on an april field trip to either cube nor japan as they r very expensive and i dont have the money readily available with me, instead i decided to focus totally on my universitas 21 application to National University of Singapore.. i hope i get in, i really wanna go there now, even if its really daunting... 6 months in a differnt country and continent, plus apparently its really hard down there, but still i just really wanna experience it!
so for this summer i have 3 option ( for now) 1 is it get a work placemnet with a architect here in london ...2 to save money and go to Nigeria and stay there for a bit ... 3 to go to italy , strangely the latest which would have been my favourite option just a few months ago is now my least favourite, i dont think italy has much more to offer than it already has done, i'm not sure what i would do if i go there... i mean yh its fun but its not meaningful.
somethign else i'd like to do this summer would be go to volunteer in africa or go camping all summer maybe in the uk but like all the way through the summer. i just wish anyone would like to do that with me, its cheap, its fun, its safe, i mean like a month circulating the national parks like 1 week in peak district, 1 in lake district, 1 in yorkshire dales, 1 in black mountains,1 in i dunno i would just love it!!!!!!!
i fell like i need some excitement in my life really !!!
Tuesday, December 1
Saturday, November 21
I Feel Better
i still have my cheating's boyfriend email + password... yh i knw... dont tell him.
well anyway, he humiliated me so much am still looking for revenge but im patient.
hes a complete and total loser ... lol ... he got his free travel card confiscated because hes a loser and hes got to earn it back by doing community service ... hahahahha this is the humiliating confirmation of his community service session this week :
16th November 2009
Dear Parent/Guardian,
Re: Earn Your Travel Back
I write to confirm that your child (Him) has a place on the EYTB session to volunteer with London Wildlife Trust (LWT) to earn back their free travel.
Participants will be met outside Chiswick park tube station at 9:30 am by LWT staff and we can walk to the site. Look out for staff in London wildlife branded clothing. A sandwich lunch will be provided. Participants are responsible for their own travel arrangements to and from Chiswick park tube station.
Time and date: Saturday 21st November 2009, 9:30am – 4pm
Location: Gunnersbury Triangle Nature Reserve, Bollo Lane, Chiswick, London, W4 5LN
Description of work: step building, cutting back vegetation, painting and pond work. Due to pond work, it is advisable to bring a change of clothes.(Muahahahahahaha)
Tubes: District line to Chiswick Park (this is the easiest route)
Or Hammersmith tube station, (Hammersmith & City line) then take
Buses, Stop: B 27, 267, or H91 to Chiswick park tube.
Please complete and sign the attached Parental Consent Form and this must be brought along on the day or your child will not be allowed to attend. Come prepared with appropriate clothing and sensible footwear( GOSH! i wish i could take pictures). We will be working outdoors; therefore a waterproof jacket is advisable.
On a satisfactorily completed session LWT will give the participant a completion letter and inform TfL who will reinstate the free travel concession within 10 working days. Please note that this offer of completing voluntary work in the community to earn back the free travel is only offered once to each individual. Any further breach of Transport for London’s (TfL) Behaviour Code will not result in an opportunity to earn travel back through volunteering.
Please note that on applying for this ‘Earn Your Travel Back’ scheme, you are no longer eligible to appeal the loss of your child’s oyster card. So it is important that they turn up on the day and on time as we can only wait for ten minutes. Late arrivals will automatically fail unless they call and leave a message to explain. Those that have left me a message to explain will have to make their own way to the site.
Parents please note you will be unable to stay with your child while they are working on site, I am happy to discuss any concerns that you may have and am available to take calls Friday 20th November, on 0797 1315 746,
Contact phone number for the day is 0773 4599 286.
Yours faithfully,
Samantha Lewis
Earn Your Travel Back Coordinator
well anyway, he humiliated me so much am still looking for revenge but im patient.
hes a complete and total loser ... lol ... he got his free travel card confiscated because hes a loser and hes got to earn it back by doing community service ... hahahahha this is the humiliating confirmation of his community service session this week :
16th November 2009
Dear Parent/Guardian,
Re: Earn Your Travel Back
I write to confirm that your child (Him) has a place on the EYTB session to volunteer with London Wildlife Trust (LWT) to earn back their free travel.
Participants will be met outside Chiswick park tube station at 9:30 am by LWT staff and we can walk to the site. Look out for staff in London wildlife branded clothing. A sandwich lunch will be provided. Participants are responsible for their own travel arrangements to and from Chiswick park tube station.
Time and date: Saturday 21st November 2009, 9:30am – 4pm
Location: Gunnersbury Triangle Nature Reserve, Bollo Lane, Chiswick, London, W4 5LN
Description of work: step building, cutting back vegetation, painting and pond work. Due to pond work, it is advisable to bring a change of clothes.(Muahahahahahaha)
Tubes: District line to Chiswick Park (this is the easiest route)
Or Hammersmith tube station, (Hammersmith & City line) then take
Buses, Stop: B 27, 267, or H91 to Chiswick park tube.
Please complete and sign the attached Parental Consent Form and this must be brought along on the day or your child will not be allowed to attend. Come prepared with appropriate clothing and sensible footwear( GOSH! i wish i could take pictures). We will be working outdoors; therefore a waterproof jacket is advisable.
On a satisfactorily completed session LWT will give the participant a completion letter and inform TfL who will reinstate the free travel concession within 10 working days. Please note that this offer of completing voluntary work in the community to earn back the free travel is only offered once to each individual. Any further breach of Transport for London’s (TfL) Behaviour Code will not result in an opportunity to earn travel back through volunteering.
Please note that on applying for this ‘Earn Your Travel Back’ scheme, you are no longer eligible to appeal the loss of your child’s oyster card. So it is important that they turn up on the day and on time as we can only wait for ten minutes. Late arrivals will automatically fail unless they call and leave a message to explain. Those that have left me a message to explain will have to make their own way to the site.
Parents please note you will be unable to stay with your child while they are working on site, I am happy to discuss any concerns that you may have and am available to take calls Friday 20th November, on 0797 1315 746,
Contact phone number for the day is 0773 4599 286.
Yours faithfully,
Samantha Lewis
Earn Your Travel Back Coordinator
Sunday, November 8
Oh Yh ... I forgot
about a month ago i cut all of my hair :O
yes i now have an inch or hair on my head, its not very feminine either because i'm not styling it or strightening it, i'm just waiting for it to grow, into an afro woohooo
well wat happened is, i think , since i started uni, i changed a lot, grew up a bit, started embracing myself more.
i decided to get rid off all the chemicals in my hair, what better way to do it than to totally cut it all of and start afresh.
this is the first time i have purely natural hair, and i'm LOVING IT . i just love my curls they are the most amazing shapes and texture!
i really cant wait until this hair grows so i can bust my afro round.
i anyone has any tips on how to keep it from breaking or making it grow or watever i'd like to hear em.
i'm trying to use the minimum creams, just using blue magic sometimes and olive oil moistureizer, my mum said after i finish both i should stick to using olive oil ( the actual oil) as it helps strenghten your hair ad makes i grow, only problem is leaving oil everywhere u go.
i'm currently keeping my hair in a wrap just to protect it :D
seee yaaaaarz
yes i now have an inch or hair on my head, its not very feminine either because i'm not styling it or strightening it, i'm just waiting for it to grow, into an afro woohooo
well wat happened is, i think , since i started uni, i changed a lot, grew up a bit, started embracing myself more.
i decided to get rid off all the chemicals in my hair, what better way to do it than to totally cut it all of and start afresh.
this is the first time i have purely natural hair, and i'm LOVING IT . i just love my curls they are the most amazing shapes and texture!
i really cant wait until this hair grows so i can bust my afro round.
i anyone has any tips on how to keep it from breaking or making it grow or watever i'd like to hear em.
i'm trying to use the minimum creams, just using blue magic sometimes and olive oil moistureizer, my mum said after i finish both i should stick to using olive oil ( the actual oil) as it helps strenghten your hair ad makes i grow, only problem is leaving oil everywhere u go.
i'm currently keeping my hair in a wrap just to protect it :D
seee yaaaaarz
Last Week : The Worst Week Of My Entire Life ...
This was supposed to be posted last last week... meeeh am fine now
last week was the worst week of my life , i dnt even know what i did to deserve it
Monday early morning: lose my contract phone on the taxi taking me back to accomodation after weekend home
Monday Afternoon: miss studio on the most important and fun project till date.
Tuesday Allday: being depressed because someone would not pick up their phone.
Wednesday Afternoon: being dumped by a cheating idiot
Wednesday Evening: my remedy fun ight gets cancelled and i binge on pizza
Thursday Allday: being majorly depressed
Friday Evening: come backhome for a week and dreading it
Saturday Allday: lazying around not doing my work and feeling sorry for myself
Sunday Evening: my uncle died.
Your thoughts please.
last week was the worst week of my life , i dnt even know what i did to deserve it
Monday early morning: lose my contract phone on the taxi taking me back to accomodation after weekend home
Monday Afternoon: miss studio on the most important and fun project till date.
Tuesday Allday: being depressed because someone would not pick up their phone.
Wednesday Afternoon: being dumped by a cheating idiot
Wednesday Evening: my remedy fun ight gets cancelled and i binge on pizza
Thursday Allday: being majorly depressed
Friday Evening: come backhome for a week and dreading it
Saturday Allday: lazying around not doing my work and feeling sorry for myself
Sunday Evening: my uncle died.
Your thoughts please.
Tuesday, June 9
Lets Talk About Sex Baby...
Well, I was wondering what to ponder and blahblahblah on about, so I asked my dear friend Arturas the Lithuanian for some help, and he suggested I talk about sex, so Arturas this is for you :)
So, I guess I do not have to explain to all you people what sex is right? , because that would be awkward and weird and O.O...Well, just in case you don’t know, this is the definition of the word SEX:
· sexual activity: activities associated with sexual intercourse; "they had sex in the back seat"
· either of the two categories (male or female) into which most organisms are divided; "the war between the sexes"
· arouse: stimulate sexually; "This movie usually arouses the male audience"
· all of the feelings resulting from the urge to gratify sexual impulses; "he wanted a better sex life"; "the film contained no sex or violence"
· tell the sex (of young chickens)
· the properties that distinguish organisms on the basis of their reproductive roles; "she didn't want to know the sex of the foetus"
But it is very common to mix up sex with sexual intercourse which is in fact:
“The act of sexual procreation between a man and a woman; the man's penis is inserted into the woman's vagina and excited until orgasm and ejaculation occur”
OR
"A painful activity in which a man, using the stiffest and pointiest part of his pelvic region, repeatedly stabs a female in her crotch until he feels satisfied. Can also take place between two men, in which one male stabs the other in the bum. Lesbian "sex" may be fun and all, but it aint real sex unless there is some sort of stabbling going on, perhaps with a cleverly shaped hand or steel dildo."
( Courtesy of Arturas The Lithuanian)
Which actually doesn’t sound as exciting and as appealing as it is being portrayed.
Being an adolescent in the western world, we are being bombarded with sexual information everyday and sex appears to be the next best thing after world domination. Everyone over the age of 12 wants to lose their virginity and every one over the age of 16 is trying really hard to accomplish that.
It may seem like sex is only talk of the cool popular good looking sexy kids in schools and colleges but I’ve found out they actually used nerds, geeks, bookworms, train spotters and anoraks actually think about it just as much, however there is a difference in the thinking:
· The Popular Kid: the popular kid thinks about sex as a hobby, something they like to do, something they enjoy talking about to their friends ( and enemies), something that makes them feel wanted and important, like a part of their daily life
· The Outcast: this individual however sees sex as a dream, an impossible goal, something they are never going to do or try or have the chance to experience unless they go to a whore that is...it’s like...Dude!!! That’s never going to happen!!!
I watched Melissa P yesterday; if you are not Italian you may not be familiar with it basically this is the story:
“Melissa is an adolescent girl who lives with her mother and her grandmother in Sicily. The girl carries a closer relationship with her grandmother, a quite smoker woman, the only person in the world who understands Melissa. Melissa's father lives in other country. One day, Melissa and her friend go to a party at the house of some school friend. There, Melissa will have her first sexual experience with Daniele, a boy from the school. The experience is far from being what Melissa always has imagined, because Daniele forces her to make out and later forgot her for several months. But now Melissa is in love with Daniele. When they're back to school, Melissa will try to call Daniele's attention, but he barely reminds her. Nevertheless, Daniele will seize the opportunity of taking advantage from Melissa's crush, convincing her of having sex every time he wants. However, Melissa finds out Daniele's real intentions, and she will take a sort of revenge against him, having heavier sexual experiences with him and other boys. In fact, she will start a diary, in which she'll write all her sexual experiences in the future. Melissa's mother is worried, trying to approach to her distant daughter, while the grandmother will be sent to an old people’s home.”
The movie has had lots of bad reviews because its centred on the theme of youthful recklessness and the need for sexual pleasure, if you find it in English I recommend you to watch it because it explains a lot about the sort of life that some people are living right now and its shows how “unglamorous” and destroying sex actually is.
There again, I cannot judge, sex is awesome, we all know it ... well me thinks at least, but virginity is precious so you better take care of it because you are not going to get it back again..Actually on that note:
THERE IS A WAY TO GET BACK YOUR VIRGINITY!!!!!!
It’s a surgery called Hymenoplasty and basically it’s for women that want their virginity back LOL so to all you fellow virgin sisters:
“SEEEEEEE!!!! People envy us and pay thousands of pounds to be like us, we are not that bad after allJ”
PS. USE A CONDOM!!! ^_^
So, I guess I do not have to explain to all you people what sex is right? , because that would be awkward and weird and O.O...Well, just in case you don’t know, this is the definition of the word SEX:
· sexual activity: activities associated with sexual intercourse; "they had sex in the back seat"
· either of the two categories (male or female) into which most organisms are divided; "the war between the sexes"
· arouse: stimulate sexually; "This movie usually arouses the male audience"
· all of the feelings resulting from the urge to gratify sexual impulses; "he wanted a better sex life"; "the film contained no sex or violence"
· tell the sex (of young chickens)
· the properties that distinguish organisms on the basis of their reproductive roles; "she didn't want to know the sex of the foetus"
But it is very common to mix up sex with sexual intercourse which is in fact:
“The act of sexual procreation between a man and a woman; the man's penis is inserted into the woman's vagina and excited until orgasm and ejaculation occur”
OR
"A painful activity in which a man, using the stiffest and pointiest part of his pelvic region, repeatedly stabs a female in her crotch until he feels satisfied. Can also take place between two men, in which one male stabs the other in the bum. Lesbian "sex" may be fun and all, but it aint real sex unless there is some sort of stabbling going on, perhaps with a cleverly shaped hand or steel dildo."
( Courtesy of Arturas The Lithuanian)
Which actually doesn’t sound as exciting and as appealing as it is being portrayed.
Being an adolescent in the western world, we are being bombarded with sexual information everyday and sex appears to be the next best thing after world domination. Everyone over the age of 12 wants to lose their virginity and every one over the age of 16 is trying really hard to accomplish that.
It may seem like sex is only talk of the cool popular good looking sexy kids in schools and colleges but I’ve found out they actually used nerds, geeks, bookworms, train spotters and anoraks actually think about it just as much, however there is a difference in the thinking:
· The Popular Kid: the popular kid thinks about sex as a hobby, something they like to do, something they enjoy talking about to their friends ( and enemies), something that makes them feel wanted and important, like a part of their daily life
· The Outcast: this individual however sees sex as a dream, an impossible goal, something they are never going to do or try or have the chance to experience unless they go to a whore that is...it’s like...Dude!!! That’s never going to happen!!!
I watched Melissa P yesterday; if you are not Italian you may not be familiar with it basically this is the story:
“Melissa is an adolescent girl who lives with her mother and her grandmother in Sicily. The girl carries a closer relationship with her grandmother, a quite smoker woman, the only person in the world who understands Melissa. Melissa's father lives in other country. One day, Melissa and her friend go to a party at the house of some school friend. There, Melissa will have her first sexual experience with Daniele, a boy from the school. The experience is far from being what Melissa always has imagined, because Daniele forces her to make out and later forgot her for several months. But now Melissa is in love with Daniele. When they're back to school, Melissa will try to call Daniele's attention, but he barely reminds her. Nevertheless, Daniele will seize the opportunity of taking advantage from Melissa's crush, convincing her of having sex every time he wants. However, Melissa finds out Daniele's real intentions, and she will take a sort of revenge against him, having heavier sexual experiences with him and other boys. In fact, she will start a diary, in which she'll write all her sexual experiences in the future. Melissa's mother is worried, trying to approach to her distant daughter, while the grandmother will be sent to an old people’s home.”
The movie has had lots of bad reviews because its centred on the theme of youthful recklessness and the need for sexual pleasure, if you find it in English I recommend you to watch it because it explains a lot about the sort of life that some people are living right now and its shows how “unglamorous” and destroying sex actually is.
There again, I cannot judge, sex is awesome, we all know it ... well me thinks at least, but virginity is precious so you better take care of it because you are not going to get it back again..Actually on that note:
THERE IS A WAY TO GET BACK YOUR VIRGINITY!!!!!!
It’s a surgery called Hymenoplasty and basically it’s for women that want their virginity back LOL so to all you fellow virgin sisters:
“SEEEEEEE!!!! People envy us and pay thousands of pounds to be like us, we are not that bad after allJ”
PS. USE A CONDOM!!! ^_^
Sunday, June 7
being depressed
so i have been depressed for a while, been feeling like shit
i think i might have been a little paranoic too , i dunno
i feel so distant from everyone else, my family , my friends, my acquantances
it seems like everyone is moving on apart frm me, well maybe the right way to say it is, it feels as if everyone thinks i have moved on already so they have left me on my own and now that am alone, loneliness is creeping inside and eating away at my soul.
i feel hollow, empty, i dunno how to describe it,
useless, filthy, dirty ... like... like i am not worth living
i have been depressed before, but this has been so far the worst i have felt
all of my problems have decided to trap me in a corner and torture me
what i have done to deserve this?
if i were brave enough, i would write my problems down, am too much of a coward...
i dont wanna acknowledge them...
all know is that i need to be mentally stable for uni...and at the moment am not
i need to be more than mentally stable
i nee to stron and hapy and in control
this post was useless .
i think i might have been a little paranoic too , i dunno
i feel so distant from everyone else, my family , my friends, my acquantances
it seems like everyone is moving on apart frm me, well maybe the right way to say it is, it feels as if everyone thinks i have moved on already so they have left me on my own and now that am alone, loneliness is creeping inside and eating away at my soul.
i feel hollow, empty, i dunno how to describe it,
useless, filthy, dirty ... like... like i am not worth living
i have been depressed before, but this has been so far the worst i have felt
all of my problems have decided to trap me in a corner and torture me
what i have done to deserve this?
if i were brave enough, i would write my problems down, am too much of a coward...
i dont wanna acknowledge them...
all know is that i need to be mentally stable for uni...and at the moment am not
i need to be more than mentally stable
i nee to stron and hapy and in control
this post was useless .
Saturday, June 6
Fed Up
Fed up of your loving face
Fed up of your pretty smile
Fed up of the way you talk
Fed up of the way you frown
Fed up of the lump inside
Fed up of the longing thoughts
Fed up of my restless mind
Fed up of my useless hope
Am so MotherFucking FED UP with needing you .
*o*
Fed up of your pretty smile
Fed up of the way you talk
Fed up of the way you frown
Fed up of the lump inside
Fed up of the longing thoughts
Fed up of my restless mind
Fed up of my useless hope
Am so MotherFucking FED UP with needing you .
*o*
Wednesday, June 3
Job Search
i hate jobsearch its so humiliating and not fun and not nice and not fulfilling as out of 20 cvs you give out, maybe one or two are gonna ask you to an interview
waste of paper
waste of ink
waste of time
but you get all excited when you get home and the phone rings and its actually for you :)
especially if you went jobsearching in camden like yours truly and you met awesome people who you would work with even for 2.50 p/h....
yh if you are an employer who happens to have a shop in camden and is looking for staff, please please holla at me :D i work for next for nothing because the location is unimmaginably awesome :)
waste of paper
waste of ink
waste of time
but you get all excited when you get home and the phone rings and its actually for you :)
especially if you went jobsearching in camden like yours truly and you met awesome people who you would work with even for 2.50 p/h....
yh if you are an employer who happens to have a shop in camden and is looking for staff, please please holla at me :D i work for next for nothing because the location is unimmaginably awesome :)
Thursday, May 28
...well you know...i was actually talking about maths
Arturas says (12:57):
hahahaha look at this
Maths is better than sex
http://img.4chan.org/b/src/1243509283014.jpg
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (12:58):
LOL thats so true *nods*
i learnt a new way of multiplying yesterday
was fun
Arturas says (12:59):
o.o
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:00):
lol yep maths rulez
Arturas says (13:00):
if i think that means wat i think
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:01):
?? say it in english please
Arturas says (13:01):
i did
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:01):
i dont understand
Arturas says (13:01):
did you have sex
like u know multyplying
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:01):
hahahahahaha LOL
well...you know
Arturas says (13:02):
lol
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:02):
i was actually talking about maths
Arturas says (13:02):
oh ok
hahahaha look at this
Maths is better than sex
http://img.4chan.org/b/src/1243509283014.jpg
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (12:58):
LOL thats so true *nods*
i learnt a new way of multiplying yesterday
was fun
Arturas says (12:59):
o.o
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:00):
lol yep maths rulez
Arturas says (13:00):
if i think that means wat i think
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:01):
?? say it in english please
Arturas says (13:01):
i did
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:01):
i dont understand
Arturas says (13:01):
did you have sex
like u know multyplying
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:01):
hahahahahaha LOL
well...you know
Arturas says (13:02):
lol
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:02):
i was actually talking about maths
Arturas says (13:02):
oh ok
AWWW ... Nice Story :)
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:23):tell me story if u nt gonna go...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:23):story abt?
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:23):anyting ...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:24):h mi fink i 4got how to tell storiez
but i will try
hold on...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:25):
So this is the story about a poor person, a 20 yr old man who had a very bad life, he had no job, no friends, no home, he had no education, but he dreamt every night of finding something that would make him rich beyond his wildest dreams, he didn’t know how he was going to get there but he knew he had to and he was going to get there somehow.One early morning he was sitting in a park bench when a lovely young lady came and sat beside him, the young lady was smiling and the man could not help but wonder if she ever had any reason not to smile, being so young and beautiful. They did not exchange words , they only exchanged glances and smiles .After a while the young lady stood up ,the man felt sad, he did not want her to leave so he picked up a flower from the earth beneath and placed it in her open palm and closed it. The lady smiled again and went on her way.
As soon as she was gone the man realised what time it was: it was 23:59. He could not believe that he had stayed there all day and night staring into this young’s lady eyes. He felt uneasy about his actions but yet happy as he could still remember the lady's smile in his mind: it was the smile of an angel, a pure soul, he was baffled and surprised but his mind was at peace.
The next day he made his way to the park again in order to try and catch the young lady again he waited and waited it was now 10 in the night but the lady had not showed up. He felt so miserable he decided to leave. At that moment he heard the soft brush of leaves, someone was coming, the silhouette of a woman: he knew who it was. His heart burned with joy and as the lady sat again next to him he couldn’t help himself but as to laugh not in a rude way but in an innocent way, laughing a little boy laugh of accomplishment. He was so happy he could not control his actions, the lady's face was glowing in the dark like a crystal her and eyes were brighter than the starts the lady placed her hands on to his eyes as if to close them she then whispered three words into his ears let go of his face and started staring at the horizon.
The man was so happy he forgot all about his sadness his poor life his lack of money and friends and education but he did not forget about his dream he realised his dream had come true he had found something , something that made him rich beyond his wildest imaginations...
It was love
THE END
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:45):awwww
wat she say to him
i love u ??...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:45):
yeah
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:46):
awww
but she didnt know him...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:46):
she didnt have to
they had a connection
a whole day smiling at each other
no words needed
it was love...
they found out everything they needed to know about one another
by looking into each others eyes
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:47):
how is love gonna make him rich...??
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:48):
rich in heart
he didnt need anything
apart from love
love kept him alive
made him happi
all dat mattered
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:23):story abt?
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:23):anyting ...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:24):h mi fink i 4got how to tell storiez
but i will try
hold on...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:25):
So this is the story about a poor person, a 20 yr old man who had a very bad life, he had no job, no friends, no home, he had no education, but he dreamt every night of finding something that would make him rich beyond his wildest dreams, he didn’t know how he was going to get there but he knew he had to and he was going to get there somehow.One early morning he was sitting in a park bench when a lovely young lady came and sat beside him, the young lady was smiling and the man could not help but wonder if she ever had any reason not to smile, being so young and beautiful. They did not exchange words , they only exchanged glances and smiles .After a while the young lady stood up ,the man felt sad, he did not want her to leave so he picked up a flower from the earth beneath and placed it in her open palm and closed it. The lady smiled again and went on her way.
As soon as she was gone the man realised what time it was: it was 23:59. He could not believe that he had stayed there all day and night staring into this young’s lady eyes. He felt uneasy about his actions but yet happy as he could still remember the lady's smile in his mind: it was the smile of an angel, a pure soul, he was baffled and surprised but his mind was at peace.
The next day he made his way to the park again in order to try and catch the young lady again he waited and waited it was now 10 in the night but the lady had not showed up. He felt so miserable he decided to leave. At that moment he heard the soft brush of leaves, someone was coming, the silhouette of a woman: he knew who it was. His heart burned with joy and as the lady sat again next to him he couldn’t help himself but as to laugh not in a rude way but in an innocent way, laughing a little boy laugh of accomplishment. He was so happy he could not control his actions, the lady's face was glowing in the dark like a crystal her and eyes were brighter than the starts the lady placed her hands on to his eyes as if to close them she then whispered three words into his ears let go of his face and started staring at the horizon.
The man was so happy he forgot all about his sadness his poor life his lack of money and friends and education but he did not forget about his dream he realised his dream had come true he had found something , something that made him rich beyond his wildest imaginations...
It was love
THE END
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:45):awwww
wat she say to him
i love u ??...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:45):
yeah
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:46):
awww
but she didnt know him...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:46):
she didnt have to
they had a connection
a whole day smiling at each other
no words needed
it was love...
they found out everything they needed to know about one another
by looking into each others eyes
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:47):
how is love gonna make him rich...??
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:48):
rich in heart
he didnt need anything
apart from love
love kept him alive
made him happi
all dat mattered
Saturday, April 4
My Hair
its ages i wanted to talk about this but never got round to it
i have always been complemented about my hair , cos its very think and full
like a lion's mane
i cut my hair at the age of twelve, it was so long, but it was very hard to maintain as i use to always cry when my mum combed it :P
so at 12 i had extremely short hair =.=
when i came to england i stoped using relaxers on it, because my mother had relaxed my hair for all my life and i had never had proper natural hair
so at the age of 17 my hair was still very long and natural, in the summer i slipped and relaxed my hair...big mistake !!!
now 18 my hair was extremely long even if it was part relaxed but had massive regrowth
went to the hair dressers to dye it...but went out wiv a warning
"we cant dye ur hair cos its part relaxed part natural, u either cut ur relaxed hair off and keep ur natural hair , or u relax your hair totally"
OMG i was so angry ...
however the next week i went to relax my hair...i didnt know the hair dresser was gonna cut 2/3 of it off :(
now here i am wiv shortish/medium lenght straight black hair
apparently dehydrated
it has lost all its volume :(
i wanna dye it but the hairdresser is so expensive i might have to as my friends to dye it for me
dont know what colour yet
am thinking red
but i want highlights
gosh gosh
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