This was supposed to be posted last last week... meeeh am fine now
last week was the worst week of my life , i dnt even know what i did to deserve it
Monday early morning: lose my contract phone on the taxi taking me back to accomodation after weekend home
Monday Afternoon: miss studio on the most important and fun project till date.
Tuesday Allday: being depressed because someone would not pick up their phone.
Wednesday Afternoon: being dumped by a cheating idiot
Wednesday Evening: my remedy fun ight gets cancelled and i binge on pizza
Thursday Allday: being majorly depressed
Friday Evening: come backhome for a week and dreading it
Saturday Allday: lazying around not doing my work and feeling sorry for myself
Sunday Evening: my uncle died.
Your thoughts please.
Sunday, November 8
Tuesday, June 9
Lets Talk About Sex Baby...
Well, I was wondering what to ponder and blahblahblah on about, so I asked my dear friend Arturas the Lithuanian for some help, and he suggested I talk about sex, so Arturas this is for you :)
So, I guess I do not have to explain to all you people what sex is right? , because that would be awkward and weird and O.O...Well, just in case you don’t know, this is the definition of the word SEX:
· sexual activity: activities associated with sexual intercourse; "they had sex in the back seat"
· either of the two categories (male or female) into which most organisms are divided; "the war between the sexes"
· arouse: stimulate sexually; "This movie usually arouses the male audience"
· all of the feelings resulting from the urge to gratify sexual impulses; "he wanted a better sex life"; "the film contained no sex or violence"
· tell the sex (of young chickens)
· the properties that distinguish organisms on the basis of their reproductive roles; "she didn't want to know the sex of the foetus"
But it is very common to mix up sex with sexual intercourse which is in fact:
“The act of sexual procreation between a man and a woman; the man's penis is inserted into the woman's vagina and excited until orgasm and ejaculation occur”
OR
"A painful activity in which a man, using the stiffest and pointiest part of his pelvic region, repeatedly stabs a female in her crotch until he feels satisfied. Can also take place between two men, in which one male stabs the other in the bum. Lesbian "sex" may be fun and all, but it aint real sex unless there is some sort of stabbling going on, perhaps with a cleverly shaped hand or steel dildo."
( Courtesy of Arturas The Lithuanian)
Which actually doesn’t sound as exciting and as appealing as it is being portrayed.
Being an adolescent in the western world, we are being bombarded with sexual information everyday and sex appears to be the next best thing after world domination. Everyone over the age of 12 wants to lose their virginity and every one over the age of 16 is trying really hard to accomplish that.
It may seem like sex is only talk of the cool popular good looking sexy kids in schools and colleges but I’ve found out they actually used nerds, geeks, bookworms, train spotters and anoraks actually think about it just as much, however there is a difference in the thinking:
· The Popular Kid: the popular kid thinks about sex as a hobby, something they like to do, something they enjoy talking about to their friends ( and enemies), something that makes them feel wanted and important, like a part of their daily life
· The Outcast: this individual however sees sex as a dream, an impossible goal, something they are never going to do or try or have the chance to experience unless they go to a whore that is...it’s like...Dude!!! That’s never going to happen!!!
I watched Melissa P yesterday; if you are not Italian you may not be familiar with it basically this is the story:
“Melissa is an adolescent girl who lives with her mother and her grandmother in Sicily. The girl carries a closer relationship with her grandmother, a quite smoker woman, the only person in the world who understands Melissa. Melissa's father lives in other country. One day, Melissa and her friend go to a party at the house of some school friend. There, Melissa will have her first sexual experience with Daniele, a boy from the school. The experience is far from being what Melissa always has imagined, because Daniele forces her to make out and later forgot her for several months. But now Melissa is in love with Daniele. When they're back to school, Melissa will try to call Daniele's attention, but he barely reminds her. Nevertheless, Daniele will seize the opportunity of taking advantage from Melissa's crush, convincing her of having sex every time he wants. However, Melissa finds out Daniele's real intentions, and she will take a sort of revenge against him, having heavier sexual experiences with him and other boys. In fact, she will start a diary, in which she'll write all her sexual experiences in the future. Melissa's mother is worried, trying to approach to her distant daughter, while the grandmother will be sent to an old people’s home.”
The movie has had lots of bad reviews because its centred on the theme of youthful recklessness and the need for sexual pleasure, if you find it in English I recommend you to watch it because it explains a lot about the sort of life that some people are living right now and its shows how “unglamorous” and destroying sex actually is.
There again, I cannot judge, sex is awesome, we all know it ... well me thinks at least, but virginity is precious so you better take care of it because you are not going to get it back again..Actually on that note:
THERE IS A WAY TO GET BACK YOUR VIRGINITY!!!!!!
It’s a surgery called Hymenoplasty and basically it’s for women that want their virginity back LOL so to all you fellow virgin sisters:
“SEEEEEEE!!!! People envy us and pay thousands of pounds to be like us, we are not that bad after allJ”
PS. USE A CONDOM!!! ^_^
So, I guess I do not have to explain to all you people what sex is right? , because that would be awkward and weird and O.O...Well, just in case you don’t know, this is the definition of the word SEX:
· sexual activity: activities associated with sexual intercourse; "they had sex in the back seat"
· either of the two categories (male or female) into which most organisms are divided; "the war between the sexes"
· arouse: stimulate sexually; "This movie usually arouses the male audience"
· all of the feelings resulting from the urge to gratify sexual impulses; "he wanted a better sex life"; "the film contained no sex or violence"
· tell the sex (of young chickens)
· the properties that distinguish organisms on the basis of their reproductive roles; "she didn't want to know the sex of the foetus"
But it is very common to mix up sex with sexual intercourse which is in fact:
“The act of sexual procreation between a man and a woman; the man's penis is inserted into the woman's vagina and excited until orgasm and ejaculation occur”
OR
"A painful activity in which a man, using the stiffest and pointiest part of his pelvic region, repeatedly stabs a female in her crotch until he feels satisfied. Can also take place between two men, in which one male stabs the other in the bum. Lesbian "sex" may be fun and all, but it aint real sex unless there is some sort of stabbling going on, perhaps with a cleverly shaped hand or steel dildo."
( Courtesy of Arturas The Lithuanian)
Which actually doesn’t sound as exciting and as appealing as it is being portrayed.
Being an adolescent in the western world, we are being bombarded with sexual information everyday and sex appears to be the next best thing after world domination. Everyone over the age of 12 wants to lose their virginity and every one over the age of 16 is trying really hard to accomplish that.
It may seem like sex is only talk of the cool popular good looking sexy kids in schools and colleges but I’ve found out they actually used nerds, geeks, bookworms, train spotters and anoraks actually think about it just as much, however there is a difference in the thinking:
· The Popular Kid: the popular kid thinks about sex as a hobby, something they like to do, something they enjoy talking about to their friends ( and enemies), something that makes them feel wanted and important, like a part of their daily life
· The Outcast: this individual however sees sex as a dream, an impossible goal, something they are never going to do or try or have the chance to experience unless they go to a whore that is...it’s like...Dude!!! That’s never going to happen!!!
I watched Melissa P yesterday; if you are not Italian you may not be familiar with it basically this is the story:
“Melissa is an adolescent girl who lives with her mother and her grandmother in Sicily. The girl carries a closer relationship with her grandmother, a quite smoker woman, the only person in the world who understands Melissa. Melissa's father lives in other country. One day, Melissa and her friend go to a party at the house of some school friend. There, Melissa will have her first sexual experience with Daniele, a boy from the school. The experience is far from being what Melissa always has imagined, because Daniele forces her to make out and later forgot her for several months. But now Melissa is in love with Daniele. When they're back to school, Melissa will try to call Daniele's attention, but he barely reminds her. Nevertheless, Daniele will seize the opportunity of taking advantage from Melissa's crush, convincing her of having sex every time he wants. However, Melissa finds out Daniele's real intentions, and she will take a sort of revenge against him, having heavier sexual experiences with him and other boys. In fact, she will start a diary, in which she'll write all her sexual experiences in the future. Melissa's mother is worried, trying to approach to her distant daughter, while the grandmother will be sent to an old people’s home.”
The movie has had lots of bad reviews because its centred on the theme of youthful recklessness and the need for sexual pleasure, if you find it in English I recommend you to watch it because it explains a lot about the sort of life that some people are living right now and its shows how “unglamorous” and destroying sex actually is.
There again, I cannot judge, sex is awesome, we all know it ... well me thinks at least, but virginity is precious so you better take care of it because you are not going to get it back again..Actually on that note:
THERE IS A WAY TO GET BACK YOUR VIRGINITY!!!!!!
It’s a surgery called Hymenoplasty and basically it’s for women that want their virginity back LOL so to all you fellow virgin sisters:
“SEEEEEEE!!!! People envy us and pay thousands of pounds to be like us, we are not that bad after allJ”
PS. USE A CONDOM!!! ^_^
Sunday, June 7
being depressed
so i have been depressed for a while, been feeling like shit
i think i might have been a little paranoic too , i dunno
i feel so distant from everyone else, my family , my friends, my acquantances
it seems like everyone is moving on apart frm me, well maybe the right way to say it is, it feels as if everyone thinks i have moved on already so they have left me on my own and now that am alone, loneliness is creeping inside and eating away at my soul.
i feel hollow, empty, i dunno how to describe it,
useless, filthy, dirty ... like... like i am not worth living
i have been depressed before, but this has been so far the worst i have felt
all of my problems have decided to trap me in a corner and torture me
what i have done to deserve this?
if i were brave enough, i would write my problems down, am too much of a coward...
i dont wanna acknowledge them...
all know is that i need to be mentally stable for uni...and at the moment am not
i need to be more than mentally stable
i nee to stron and hapy and in control
this post was useless .
i think i might have been a little paranoic too , i dunno
i feel so distant from everyone else, my family , my friends, my acquantances
it seems like everyone is moving on apart frm me, well maybe the right way to say it is, it feels as if everyone thinks i have moved on already so they have left me on my own and now that am alone, loneliness is creeping inside and eating away at my soul.
i feel hollow, empty, i dunno how to describe it,
useless, filthy, dirty ... like... like i am not worth living
i have been depressed before, but this has been so far the worst i have felt
all of my problems have decided to trap me in a corner and torture me
what i have done to deserve this?
if i were brave enough, i would write my problems down, am too much of a coward...
i dont wanna acknowledge them...
all know is that i need to be mentally stable for uni...and at the moment am not
i need to be more than mentally stable
i nee to stron and hapy and in control
this post was useless .
Saturday, June 6
Fed Up
Fed up of your loving face
Fed up of your pretty smile
Fed up of the way you talk
Fed up of the way you frown
Fed up of the lump inside
Fed up of the longing thoughts
Fed up of my restless mind
Fed up of my useless hope
Am so MotherFucking FED UP with needing you .
*o*
Fed up of your pretty smile
Fed up of the way you talk
Fed up of the way you frown
Fed up of the lump inside
Fed up of the longing thoughts
Fed up of my restless mind
Fed up of my useless hope
Am so MotherFucking FED UP with needing you .
*o*
Wednesday, June 3
Job Search
i hate jobsearch its so humiliating and not fun and not nice and not fulfilling as out of 20 cvs you give out, maybe one or two are gonna ask you to an interview
waste of paper
waste of ink
waste of time
but you get all excited when you get home and the phone rings and its actually for you :)
especially if you went jobsearching in camden like yours truly and you met awesome people who you would work with even for 2.50 p/h....
yh if you are an employer who happens to have a shop in camden and is looking for staff, please please holla at me :D i work for next for nothing because the location is unimmaginably awesome :)
waste of paper
waste of ink
waste of time
but you get all excited when you get home and the phone rings and its actually for you :)
especially if you went jobsearching in camden like yours truly and you met awesome people who you would work with even for 2.50 p/h....
yh if you are an employer who happens to have a shop in camden and is looking for staff, please please holla at me :D i work for next for nothing because the location is unimmaginably awesome :)
Thursday, May 28
...well you know...i was actually talking about maths
Arturas says (12:57):
hahahaha look at this
Maths is better than sex
http://img.4chan.org/b/src/1243509283014.jpg
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (12:58):
LOL thats so true *nods*
i learnt a new way of multiplying yesterday
was fun
Arturas says (12:59):
o.o
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:00):
lol yep maths rulez
Arturas says (13:00):
if i think that means wat i think
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:01):
?? say it in english please
Arturas says (13:01):
i did
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:01):
i dont understand
Arturas says (13:01):
did you have sex
like u know multyplying
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:01):
hahahahahaha LOL
well...you know
Arturas says (13:02):
lol
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:02):
i was actually talking about maths
Arturas says (13:02):
oh ok
hahahaha look at this
Maths is better than sex
http://img.4chan.org/b/src/1243509283014.jpg
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (12:58):
LOL thats so true *nods*
i learnt a new way of multiplying yesterday
was fun
Arturas says (12:59):
o.o
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:00):
lol yep maths rulez
Arturas says (13:00):
if i think that means wat i think
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:01):
?? say it in english please
Arturas says (13:01):
i did
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:01):
i dont understand
Arturas says (13:01):
did you have sex
like u know multyplying
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:01):
hahahahahaha LOL
well...you know
Arturas says (13:02):
lol
...*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... says (13:02):
i was actually talking about maths
Arturas says (13:02):
oh ok
AWWW ... Nice Story :)
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:23):tell me story if u nt gonna go...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:23):story abt?
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:23):anyting ...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:24):h mi fink i 4got how to tell storiez
but i will try
hold on...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:25):
So this is the story about a poor person, a 20 yr old man who had a very bad life, he had no job, no friends, no home, he had no education, but he dreamt every night of finding something that would make him rich beyond his wildest dreams, he didn’t know how he was going to get there but he knew he had to and he was going to get there somehow.One early morning he was sitting in a park bench when a lovely young lady came and sat beside him, the young lady was smiling and the man could not help but wonder if she ever had any reason not to smile, being so young and beautiful. They did not exchange words , they only exchanged glances and smiles .After a while the young lady stood up ,the man felt sad, he did not want her to leave so he picked up a flower from the earth beneath and placed it in her open palm and closed it. The lady smiled again and went on her way.
As soon as she was gone the man realised what time it was: it was 23:59. He could not believe that he had stayed there all day and night staring into this young’s lady eyes. He felt uneasy about his actions but yet happy as he could still remember the lady's smile in his mind: it was the smile of an angel, a pure soul, he was baffled and surprised but his mind was at peace.
The next day he made his way to the park again in order to try and catch the young lady again he waited and waited it was now 10 in the night but the lady had not showed up. He felt so miserable he decided to leave. At that moment he heard the soft brush of leaves, someone was coming, the silhouette of a woman: he knew who it was. His heart burned with joy and as the lady sat again next to him he couldn’t help himself but as to laugh not in a rude way but in an innocent way, laughing a little boy laugh of accomplishment. He was so happy he could not control his actions, the lady's face was glowing in the dark like a crystal her and eyes were brighter than the starts the lady placed her hands on to his eyes as if to close them she then whispered three words into his ears let go of his face and started staring at the horizon.
The man was so happy he forgot all about his sadness his poor life his lack of money and friends and education but he did not forget about his dream he realised his dream had come true he had found something , something that made him rich beyond his wildest imaginations...
It was love
THE END
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:45):awwww
wat she say to him
i love u ??...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:45):
yeah
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:46):
awww
but she didnt know him...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:46):
she didnt have to
they had a connection
a whole day smiling at each other
no words needed
it was love...
they found out everything they needed to know about one another
by looking into each others eyes
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:47):
how is love gonna make him rich...??
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:48):
rich in heart
he didnt need anything
apart from love
love kept him alive
made him happi
all dat mattered
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:23):story abt?
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:23):anyting ...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:24):h mi fink i 4got how to tell storiez
but i will try
hold on...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:25):
So this is the story about a poor person, a 20 yr old man who had a very bad life, he had no job, no friends, no home, he had no education, but he dreamt every night of finding something that would make him rich beyond his wildest dreams, he didn’t know how he was going to get there but he knew he had to and he was going to get there somehow.One early morning he was sitting in a park bench when a lovely young lady came and sat beside him, the young lady was smiling and the man could not help but wonder if she ever had any reason not to smile, being so young and beautiful. They did not exchange words , they only exchanged glances and smiles .After a while the young lady stood up ,the man felt sad, he did not want her to leave so he picked up a flower from the earth beneath and placed it in her open palm and closed it. The lady smiled again and went on her way.
As soon as she was gone the man realised what time it was: it was 23:59. He could not believe that he had stayed there all day and night staring into this young’s lady eyes. He felt uneasy about his actions but yet happy as he could still remember the lady's smile in his mind: it was the smile of an angel, a pure soul, he was baffled and surprised but his mind was at peace.
The next day he made his way to the park again in order to try and catch the young lady again he waited and waited it was now 10 in the night but the lady had not showed up. He felt so miserable he decided to leave. At that moment he heard the soft brush of leaves, someone was coming, the silhouette of a woman: he knew who it was. His heart burned with joy and as the lady sat again next to him he couldn’t help himself but as to laugh not in a rude way but in an innocent way, laughing a little boy laugh of accomplishment. He was so happy he could not control his actions, the lady's face was glowing in the dark like a crystal her and eyes were brighter than the starts the lady placed her hands on to his eyes as if to close them she then whispered three words into his ears let go of his face and started staring at the horizon.
The man was so happy he forgot all about his sadness his poor life his lack of money and friends and education but he did not forget about his dream he realised his dream had come true he had found something , something that made him rich beyond his wildest imaginations...
It was love
THE END
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:45):awwww
wat she say to him
i love u ??...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:45):
yeah
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:46):
awww
but she didnt know him...
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:46):
she didnt have to
they had a connection
a whole day smiling at each other
no words needed
it was love...
they found out everything they needed to know about one another
by looking into each others eyes
XXxxAoH-3xxXX...><((('>.. says (23:47):
how is love gonna make him rich...??
*Pretty Lime Tree...><((('>... You Think Am Emo/Scene??? says (23:48):
rich in heart
he didnt need anything
apart from love
love kept him alive
made him happi
all dat mattered
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