What The Heck Is Going On?

Ok… So one day...everything is nice and normal, and then all of a sudden:

CHAOS

and when i say chaos i don’t mean destruction, hurricane or earthquake, i mean mental destruction...i really would love to know what is going on…
its when sometimes, the way people change their behavior towards you, you think you have done or said something that might have triggered that, but deep inside, you know that you haven’t done ANYTHING!!!!
when suddenly everyone talks to you less, smiles at you less often, when you get random phone calls , but no one answers, when you feel lonely even if you are surrounded by people who say they care… But...do they really? when you know you are THERE… but you dont feel like you are actually THERE because no one takes any notice of you…
i promise that what ever happens, I’ll never do that to anybody, because this feeling of neglect and loneliness, is slowly eating away every inch of forgiveness and kindness left in my heart...i don’t wanna turn bad, but please...don’t make me…